Thursday, June 29, 2006

This is to you momma

















Times change and poeple do to just know what has changed has made us stronger. All I can say is the pictures speak for them selfs how much we have all changed but never grew a part. There are several people that have influenced me but none that have done what you have!Although we have had a out battles an some words have been said but we both know were we stand as mother an daughter. You have took care of me and nursed me threw my sickness and held my hand when I thought I was alone turned me in the right direction when you felt that I was goin down the same road you did. I know all you ever wanted for me is the best and I love you for that all those times you were preaching and yelling at me you and dad both didn't want me making the same mistakes you did and I can never say thank you so much for being hard on me sometimes and for givin me a enough string to hang my self at times haha that's the only way you ever knew if did something wrong. Thank you for speaking your mind when you knew i didn't care because that made me always think of what you would think. All the advice u and dad have gave me I hope I can give it to my own one day. Thank you for being my best friend my worst enemy LOL and my mother. You helped me except people for who they are never judge some one never put a label on them everyone is equal.. let them tell their own story and all I can say is THANK YOU. Times have changed and we have taken things for granted and some things to heart but atleast we still have each other. You don't know how much it means to me that I still have you guys with me heathly... happy maybe not extremely happy but I told you things could be worse. I have seen you scrap the bottom of your pocket for money but no matter what you and dad always seemed to make sure we had everything we needed and we were happy. And that taught me that even if you have nothing in this world as long as you got family you have the world you have love. Thank you for standing beside me when I needed your opinion when I moved to Indiana and thank you for making me realize how valuable your parents are and making me realize there is no place like home. I love you and I miss you and although I may never say it thank you for workin all the minimum wage jobs to make sure we had a home and had food thank you for making me see that you and dad are my hero. I don't look at you any different there is nothing in this world that can change that im sorry for the time we have spent apart last year and I would make it up and change a lot of things if I had the chance but what I have over come has made me stronger. I love you and miss you just know that you are my hero and we will make up for the lost times when you get home this time we will be closer stronger and ready to kick butt!!!!!!!!!

Love you
Your daughter
Carrie

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