Letter from dad

Today i got a letter from my father it was dated the 20th of this month and i think its weird that when im down he always seems to know an hes depressed to. He wrote me a letter and he feels horrible about what hes done.. not being here for me and he doesnt know how i feel and he doesnt know what i have wrote on my blog until last night i printed it off and sent it in to him. One thing that really make me break down and cry was when he said its amazing how a some one as small as 5 pounds and 4oz can wrap a 6'3" man around her finger. Anyone that knows me will tell you i'm daddys little girl. We have been to hell and back. I've seen that most people dont want to talk to their parents because of something thats happen.. me and my famiy have been threw some pretty hard stuff and we are stronger than ever. For some reason this is killing me i miss my family soo much. Im not going to say all of the stuff he said in the letter but it really touched my heart and makes me see why i was such a daddys girl and im still am.. while reading that letter i found my self crying so hard. GOD I HATE THIS!!!! July 4th is a bigg thing for my family as most holidays are.. we usually grill out and then later that night try to blow our selfs up.. i usually am the one running for cover because there is no telling what the hell dad came up with no telling what hes built or welded last year was dangerous but fun! Well that is my daily blog im blogged out i guess i will go watch the biography of Johnny Depp and cry and write my dad back!