Saturday, September 24, 2005

Nothing Ever Stays The Same Poem

Nothing Ever Stays The Same

I need to clear my mind,
It's this smile i been hiding behind..
Why do i choose to cover up?
Why do i keep things bottled up?

I need a change,
Why does everything seem so strange..
I need to get everything under control,
I feel like im stuck in a hole.

Nothing ever stays the same,
Why is it I feel like i'm part of the blame?
Everytime I always find my self crying..
Wondering why I keep trying?!

My mind is always confused...
While my heart stays brusied,
Im so tired of this game...
Nothing ever stays the same.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Summer Camp!

SURVEY SAYS! My Mom and Dad are going to "summer camp" LOL for a long long time. I could see the delight in the judges eyes as he held everyones future in the palm of his hands! He sentenced this woman probation an it was her third defense and she was charged with the same thing! Then He had the balls to look at my mom and dad and say do you know people with your charges get 40 years i thought i could say a couple of things but i dont wanna go to jail to!! They knocked down my father sentense to 12 years and then when they knocked my moms down to 2 1/2 years i thought OHHH dont do us any favors! We go back to court Nov 2nd OH JOY! Mean while i have that little bit of hope for some odd reason i hope that the judge gets laid and is like ohh you both spend 60 days and well call it even but i seriously doubt that will happen!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Learning A New Dance

If there is any thing i have learned from these past couple days is...

*Lifes a dance, you learn as you go*