Well its been a while my dear friend i havent blogged in i dont know when. So much stuff i would love to tell you but i know so much i will forget lets see where do i begin? HMM oh my district manager quit ABOUT FUCKING TIME! Umm i have a fight with my mom i have let all my anger out in a screaming match the last 18 years came out of my mouth andi didnt realize what i was sayin till after it was all said i know i hurt her feelings but what can i say shes hurt my so many i cant count on my fingers and toes a 100 times over she has called me names cussed me out threatened me hurt me physcally and emotionally and damn it to hell i guess at that very damn moment i figured it was my turn and there was nothing going to stop me and boy did i let it fly after i stormed out the door slammed it as hard as i could (i thought for a second it was going to fall right on top of me) then i started thinking was i to hard on her what did i even say i couldnt remember half of it all of it just came out. My phone started ringing i looked down it was her i wanted to answer but then i knew i needed to stand my ground i needed to fight for what i believe in or i would be a push over so i didnt answer for 2 days yes you read it right 2 DAYS everytime id forget we were fighting id pick up the phone to call and suddenly remember we werent ok yet finally she cornered me at work i had no choice but to answer the phone she talked to me at first like we never did fight then she started crying at the moment i could have crumbled with and cried with her and maybe thats what everyone needs someone to cry with them but i dont know why i didnt cave maybe i felt i wanted to be the stronger one who the knows.

4/20 was the first day me and Logan met 6 years ago we celebrated by going to Logans Roadhouse to eat it was good we went shoppin got his brother and she devil a wedding gift which they are getting married this weeked UGH i dont want to go but im being forced i swear i can find something to do that day.

Its 2 days from beckys day and thays all i am going to say about that

UMM i got two letters from my brother since i sent him the 20 dollars... a guy got mad at logan and kicked our mail box over which was halarious so now we got a new mail box ummm nothing much has happened in my boring life