Sunday, April 22, 2007

I found this for candy

Artist: Dust For Life
Album: Dust For Life [2000]
Title: Dragonfly

So stare into the sun
The fields are turning blue
It's clear to everyone
Who you've been talking to

Go on refuse to dream
Cold world of endless need
My little dragonfly
On dark wings you come to me

Waiting for the sun to shine
Waiting for the light to find
And it's taking all i know
To give it up and let it go

No truth i can explain
No sense in talking to
Flames take another one
I see i'm smoking too

Go on refuse to see
In dark clouds the ravens weep
My little dragonfly
On dark wings you come to me

Chorus (x3)
Well its been a while my dear friend i havent blogged in i dont know when. So much stuff i would love to tell you but i know so much i will forget lets see where do i begin? HMM oh my district manager quit ABOUT FUCKING TIME! Umm i have a fight with my mom i have let all my anger out in a screaming match the last 18 years came out of my mouth andi didnt realize what i was sayin till after it was all said i know i hurt her feelings but what can i say shes hurt my so many i cant count on my fingers and toes a 100 times over she has called me names cussed me out threatened me hurt me physcally and emotionally and damn it to hell i guess at that very damn moment i figured it was my turn and there was nothing going to stop me and boy did i let it fly after i stormed out the door slammed it as hard as i could (i thought for a second it was going to fall right on top of me) then i started thinking was i to hard on her what did i even say i couldnt remember half of it all of it just came out. My phone started ringing i looked down it was her i wanted to answer but then i knew i needed to stand my ground i needed to fight for what i believe in or i would be a push over so i didnt answer for 2 days yes you read it right 2 DAYS everytime id forget we were fighting id pick up the phone to call and suddenly remember we werent ok yet finally she cornered me at work i had no choice but to answer the phone she talked to me at first like we never did fight then she started crying at the moment i could have crumbled with and cried with her and maybe thats what everyone needs someone to cry with them but i dont know why i didnt cave maybe i felt i wanted to be the stronger one who the knows.

4/20 was the first day me and Logan met 6 years ago we celebrated by going to Logans Roadhouse to eat it was good we went shoppin got his brother and she devil a wedding gift which they are getting married this weeked UGH i dont want to go but im being forced i swear i can find something to do that day.

Its 2 days from beckys day and thays all i am going to say about that

UMM i got two letters from my brother since i sent him the 20 dollars... a guy got mad at logan and kicked our mail box over which was halarious so now we got a new mail box ummm nothing much has happened in my boring life