Snow Patrol

Snow Patrol---Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Well i was trying to break my self from this damn blog its like trying to quit a bad habit. When you tell your self you dont need it you always find your self wanting more like a thirst you cant quench. I was listening to snow patrol chasing cars and listenin to it rain, watching it lightening its just so soothing.

I wish i could go back at least a few years hold it there and enjoy all the things that we had and loved the thoughts we shared the moments we took for granted, but it isnt as easy as that is it? We cant do what we please. When i get lonely i turn on the country station knowing how its going to turn out but i do it any ways.. the same ol' me on my knees with my head buried in my hands tears, no one listening because they cant feel the pain why should they attempt to care because i will just push away because they dont know what it feels to feel my pain right? Why do i do this to my self its like i like self punishment to sit and think up all the shit all the shit that i dont wanna fucking think about i hate my self for letting it happen but what can i do how can i stop it, its like a diesase that takes over my body... Its been since august since ive seen him AUGUST is anyone listening this is now the end of FEB people i cant get my act to gether for worryin about them why why do i let this take over my thoughts my head my heart my life! How can i let something like this pull me down.. here i am on rock bottom wishing there was some one to save me some one to pull me back up for a breath of air because i cant do it my self i need that person and as i sit here listening to my self cry i look around and there is no one not a single soul Not my father not my brother not anyone in my family not a single soul ive been crying over but thats my fault right i shouldnt let these things get to me i shouldnt let the small things in life pull me down. Hes aways said dont worry about him he will lay still with thats all the fight left in the dog well im laying still... Layin still on the ground wrapped up in a ball scared but fearless tired but cant sleep crying but laughing at my self because no matter how many times i say i wont do it again i will again and again an again because that is just want i do im the door matt that everyone wipes their feet on.. NEXT PLEASE!

Well its coming close to the date an we all know what is in 8 days. Im not really sure where im going with this post im just kinda rambling. I was sitting on the couch the other day with him and we were sitting completley apart i started thinking about the past 6 years what we both use to be how we both use to be. Of course you never think about how "you" have changed you start thinking about him wondering what happened he doesnt bring you breakfast in bed he doesnt send you surprises no more hes nothing that he use to be and i began to wonder what did i do what i said to change him hes not like he use to be he doesnt do the things that he just to do sometimes i wish i could change him back but you cant teach a old dog new tricks or can you?

Artist:
Stone Sour
Album:
Come What (Ever) May
Title:Through Glass

I'm looking at you
through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Oh, God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside
your head

How do you feel?
That is the question
But I forget
You don't expect an
easy answer

When something like a
soul
Becomes initialized
And folded up like paper
dolls and little notes
You can't expect the
bitter folks
And while your outside
looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your
staring at is me

Cause' I'm looking at you
through the glass
Don't know how much
time has past
All I know is that it feels
like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like
home
Sitting all alone inside
your head

How much is real
So much to question
An epidemic of the
mannequins
Contaminating
everything
And if that came from
the heart
It never did, right from
the start
Just listen to the noises
(Now I'm more, instead
of voices)

Before You tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just
different from what you've
seen

I'm looking at you
through the glass
Don't know how much
time has past
Now all I know is that
feels like forever
And no one ever tells
you
That forever feels like
home
Sitting all alone inside
your head

Cause' I'm looking at you
through the glass
Don't know how much
time has past
Now all I know is that it
feels like forever
And no one ever tells
you
That forever feels like
home
Sitting all alone inside
your head

And it's the stars... the
stars... that shine for
you
And it's the stars... the
stars... that lie to you

I'm looking at you
through the glass
Don't know how much
time has past
Oh, God it feels like
forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like
home
Sitting all alone inside
your head

Cause' I'm looking at you
through the glass
Don't know how much
time has past
All I know is that it feels
like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like
home
Sitting all alone inside
your head

And it's the stars... the
stars... that shine for
you
And it's the stars... the
stars... that lie to you
And it's the stars... the
stars... that shine for
you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

Oh, when the stars...
Oh, when the stars...
they lie