Hello old friend its been awhile since we chatted... you truly are my therapy..

So many things have happened in the last 6 months..
One thing is for sure its getting closer to my fathers parole date and i believe i need all of the help i can get. This entire time i have blogged about my parents and life behind bars and as unbelievable as it can be we did get some good things out of this 3 year life changing experience
1. Dad got his G-E-D
2. Father actually is off the drugs
3. He doesn't plan on going back..
4. My father and i have a stronger bond you know "father and daughter"

Its less than 56 day and counting til D-day we are as nervous as ever and stressing it.. I believe my father has more gray hair then i have ever seen him have.. hes 47 and never had a gray hair in his life and in this last month he has a head full he says hes not upset about it, it took him 47 years to get it an hes earned it.. i cant say that much he has caused me so much stress.. worrying about him i know hes fed, clean, healthy.. blah blah but he could get killed at any given time he could have looked at someone the wrong way and get shanked i just stress that stuff.

My brother finally had his baby Kameron Chase 8 pounds 1 ounce 19 1/2 inches long beautiful baby boy i was a little jealous i wont lie.. until the first poopy diaper and i was all of a sudden relieved i don't have one!..

I got a new puppy shes a solid white pit bull.. got jazz a buddy someone she can play with not sure how its really working i think jazz thinks shes annoying! Her name is KENYA cute huh.. Jazz and Kenya!

all i can ask is pray for me and my family to get back to normal because if he gets "flopped" i don't know what our family will do i don't know what my dad will do and honestly i don't want to know its not something i have prepared my self for!