Why!?

Some times i wonder if that little sayin "God doesnt build a mountain you can't climb" is true.. I have had so many obsticles in my way in life most the time i dont know whether im coming and going.. i would say its my family that keeps me on track but half my family is in jail or is going to be in there with in 5 years.. its sad to say but knowing my parents are where they are is what keeps me going i know what i have to do to make my life better and i know what to do to get my life back on track.. its gonna take time and patients.. things are getting better and my ear seems to be getting on the right track so all i gotta do go threw this plastic surgery.