The Coldness

The Coldness Inside

Drowning in pain
Feeling a little insane
Cant control my pace
Tears streaming down my face

Wish my life would go up in flames
My tears would dry and not pour like rain
Wish my heart wouldnt race
Wish i didnt have this killing taste

Feels like im living in a cage
Feels like my heart is cold as ice and stained
My body burns like mase
Oh god i wish this wasnt the case

Feels like im tied down by a chain
My life is a little lame
I wish he was the one i could hunt down and chase
But i cant and tears are still flooding down my face!

This Is For You Becky

Earth, Heaven, Hell

Roses are blooming

While hearts are breaking

But one soul isnt taken

Humans are suffering

Their bodies are aching

But there lives are wakening

This parallel world we call earth is mistaken

A place we rome, suffer, die, despise our ummortalily

A place we were sent for judgement day

A place called limbo

Somewhere between

Not heaven nor hell

But a parallel world

We suffer for he has suffered

We lie to hide of fear and fright

We will get good deeds as he

If we are pure and clean

Not dirty and mean

Life is what you want to make it

A gift?!

A curse?!

Heaven or Hell

This is a poem written by Becky Louise Adams she was my best friend and she died about 2 months after writing this. Its amazing how the good die young. I blame my self for her dieing i should have been there for her but at least i know that i was there with her very last breath. I know she was hurt alot in life and now she can be in peace.

Eyes

Eyes

Eyes are the key
Look into mine deep
Stare hard
See what you can see in me
Tell me what you see
One thousand lives?
Or just one?

Imagination that will take you to a parallel world?
Some where else?
But not in belief
And only you and I can see
In 35 seconds you will see the meaning in life
The meaning to me
Death, Reincarnation, Discrimination

Everything of this world
Just look in to my eyes
Stare down deep and you just might find the key.

Whose It Gonna Be?

Who is it gonna be?

I dont know who you are anymore

Or did i really know you before?

"No more lies" this you swore

You twisted my heart..

And watched as it fell apart.

You say your done you don't want anymore?

But again I ask who is this whore

I often wonder why its me you always ignore

You say i got issues?

But its you who is always pointing fingers and tryin to accuse

Did you really care about your family

Or was it women you wanted so badly

You always say im so bitchy

You always said blood before water

You wonder where i get this anger?

Why do you use me?

Did you actually think i wouldnt see?

How evil and deciving you can be..

Now that your free

You dont need me

You say you miss her and your so sad

Well i hate to say this but im kinda glad

When do you intend to be a dad?

I hope life treats you kind

But you didnt need me so keep it in mind.

You know whats sad

You, with this nasty whore its discusting i might add

Like I care if i make you mad!

You can say its part of the plan

Please David she looks like a man

You say ill get over it..

You are in the wrong ill be one to admit it,

Dont be mad at me your the one that said it,

I wont forgive and i wont forget..

This is something I'm willing to bet.

Its like you change every day..

One of these days you'll pay...

Its like I know every lie your gonna say,

Why do you get so angry with me?

So tell me whose it gonna be?

Why do you suspect im so bitter?

Hello did you forget?

IM YOUR SISTER!