I Hate You

I hate you.

As I look out the window
Suddenly I can see
I hate this feeling you give me
I feel like there is no one to save me

Where do you get off on watching me suffer
You act like no other
You selfish Bitch
I hope you burn in hell for this shit

As I look into your eyes
Its to my surprise the demented
Mental shit that’s built up deep inside
I tell my self your fucking crazy

Once again I look into your eyes
They remind me of a mad man
I suddenly feel the squeezing
Of your hands around my throat

I FUCKING HATE YOU

I close my eyes
Wishing you’d just disappear
I begin to wonder what have I done to make you do this
Do you get off on hurting me

Are you fucking insane

I thought you loved me
This you said was true
For what reason do you
Do the things you do

You told me I’d find no other
I was a whore just like my mother
Bitch you were wrong
Keep telling yourself that you are man.

Love

Love?

He said "I love you"...
Can it be true?
Is it possible to love someone you never knew?
Do I love him too?

Will he be true to me
Will he sweep me off my feet?
I don't know I guess we'll see
He is so unbelievably sweet

Will he lie?
Will he make me smile?
And if he does lie will he try to deny?
I guess its worthwhile!

I trust you
I hope I'm not looking like a fool
But I will always love you

His Lies

His Lies

He’s been out drinking
Again with all the guys
This time she’s sitting up waiting
Tired of all the lies

He stumbles threw the door without thinking
Its true she finally sees their bodies
Yelling and screaming
She falls to her knees face in her hands and cries.

The pain of her heart breaking
A thought comes to her surprise
Her body begins shaking
She will get rid of him and all his lies.

You'll Think Of Me

You'll think of me

When the world gets you down
And there's no one else around
And you feel like your life has fallen to the ground
Wondering what we would be?
You'll think of me

Remembering the words " I DO"
Wondering if our love could have been true?
Was it true enough for you?
One of these days
You'll think of me

I'll run across your mind
And you'll see her love made you blind
She really wasn't your kind
Wondering what we would be?
You'll think of me

Was our love worthwhile?
You said I made you smile..
I guess it was only for a while
One of these days
You'll think of me

You'll think of me
Wondering what could be
Was the problem me?
I guess I'll never see
Now my love, you can be free

Goodbye

Goodbye
Don't waste your time on me
Please just let me be
For once in my life I want to be free
What part of that do you not see?
Go ahead and disagree..

I want this to end.
I want you just as a friend
Ill always be there in case you need a mend
Ill always be there to lend a hand
This isn't something that was planned..

I'm just so tired
You don't have the devotion I desired
You once were admired
But no more
Now your rather a bore

I promise there's no other guy
Your part of the blame so don't deny
I know you'll always question why
This is going to make me cry
But this is our final Goodbye.

Gazing Refections

Gazing Reflections

Gazing in a mirror
Life isn't as clear
Friends and family aren't as near
Do they care?
Why care?

Seeing a reflection in water
What beauty lies within?
Can it be a sin?
To move in life so fast...
Like the ripples in the wind?

Gazing out a window
Opportunities the world beholds
How it can free a soul
Staring down a road, not knowing where it will go
What do i have to show?

Seeing a reflection in a gazing ball
Always distorting all...
Pushing against this wall
The wall that holds me back
Still the desire and passion i do not lack.